And I'm so deep inside / Too deep / And / down / I think I could drown.' Tear up my face / Your lips tear me up / like crepe / And you go down / against my neck, / your lashes / crawling across my skin like / spiders. 'Kiss my face / and kiss my face / Your legs glide against my chest / and wrap around my waist / They're hosed in lace. 'Her knuckles are tight and white / with fistfulls of me / in either hand / And somewhere in / the distance below us / (some other place, other time) / Her clothes lie / crumpled in a / rainbow mass,' the typewritten note said. Being together and writing, and other things that you do, holding hands, hugging, kissing.'Īll deeply passionate, some of the dashed-off poems were also steamy and erotic. 'He'd like to see my reaction when I looked at it,' Rachelle said. 'We sat / The candles spoke idly in flames / and our eyes in whispers / and as the wax melted / so did our hearts, / our souls / fusing forever,' one poem read. Rachelle said Warner would invite her over when the house was empty, and would tell her to face the other way while he furiously typed out love poetry on a clunking typewriter by candlelight. 'His father would leave the keys and $20 like 'here's your allowance'.' But I found it weird when I found out he was living with his parents,' she said. ![]() 'I never saw anyone there, and he never told me he lived with his friends. But when she began dating him she was surprised to find he was a teenager living in his parents' apartment near Boca Raton. Rachelle said the then-community college journalism student wooed her with conversations about language, poetry and outer space. He told me he was of legal age to be in a club, he never told me his age.' ![]() I don't think either of us had anything to drink. 'He approached me and we started to talk. He was really tall, very thin and was just looking around like he was out of place. He had beads in different colors he wore around his neck. He just reminded me of kind of a hipster. 'He had blond hair and was wearing dark clothing and a dark jacket. The Florida mother said she first laid eyes on Warner when she was 22, one night in late 1987 at the Reunion Room, a New Wave club in Fort Lauderdale. 'It was partly out of anger and revenge that I wanted to get famous and make her regret dumping me,' he wrote. He also says their split drove him to claw his way to stardom. In the 1998 memoir, The Long Road Out of Hell, Warner described Rachelle as 'cold-hearted, gorgeous and manipulative' and said she 'left me with a scar deeper than any I've since inflicted on myself' and that their break-up led to him trying 'to close myself off emotionally to the world and trust no one'. ![]() Rachelle is even immortalized in his autobiography, in which Warner suggested he could have fathered a child with her – a claim she denies. She said he left tortured poems on her car and in a matter of months had totally transformed, embracing the goth fashion, piercings and tattoos that his fans now know him by. Rachelle, now 55, said Warner was devastated by the break-up and her friends accused her of breaking his heart. Rachelle (pictured in the 80s) said she fears she turned Manson - real name Brian Warner - into a 'monster' after breaking his heartīut when his deep insecurities, 'immaturity' and possessiveness became too much she split with the would-be rock star, she said.
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